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Well my laptops battery is fried or something so I'll try to keep this entry brief, or as brief as possible with whats happened.

First and foremost, I love Sarah Ann Dewey more than anyone in the whole wide world.  Shocking I know. :D

Anyway, this past spring break was absolutely amazing. I'll go into greater detail when my laptop isn't freakin' dying but from going to class with her, sea world, Gary's, church, and everything in between.  I couldn't have asked for a better week before Spring Break!  Haha close enough.

I'm half doing this to not break a promise but this isn't really an update so I'll edit or do whatever when I have the time. Peace yo.

Oh, AND I HAVE NOT TURNED EMO!

That is all. O>o

Haha like wow, what the heck is this place?

So um...wow what do I say? Hi again! hehehe

Well, just a few things i'd like to share with whoever still reads this.

I don't get why parents put their children through shit. One says he won't get a divorce because it'll hurt me but he refuses to let up on her, and push her to the limit. I'm left with two roads, one that i'm hoping they get the inevitable over with and just get a fucking divorce. My dad hates my mom and it's as clear as day. The other one, I don't do anything continue to let the arguing commence and let my dad tear the whole family apart from the ground up, unintentionally to add to the irony..

He wants the dogs gone more then anything. But was the last five months a waste then? Did I come to love these dogs for nothing?

I'm so confused with myself right now, I know what I want in my life because I know it's missing but I don't know how to get it. I wish what I want to do wasn't so fucking hard for myself to do. Maybe i'm just afraid. Though it doesn't bother me now, if I don't act soon it'll catch up with me.

And though strangly enough, none of this is even directed at me yet I feel a bit hurt. What's a person to do? I think so trivial about my life for no reason and it doesn't get me anywhere other coming to realize i'm wasting my time, maybe it relieves to think I can ponder what I do.

...And I'll just stop there 'cause i'm just babbling now. I feel like I just wrote a rap lol.

Haha well hello there. Haven't updated since October. >>

Anyway,i'll give everyone a basic jist of what school and everything else has been like up until now. I know most of you won't read it but hey read it for your entertainment or if you're bored enough, lol.

Alright, school has been easy going really, I switched out of Chem a while ago 'cause my guidance counselor thought it would be better if I didn't finish Chem, aka I was failing horribly, :D. So just had study hall basically, cept i'm "bettering" my gpa. It pisses me off how your counselor can belittle you so often in 5 minutes. I haven't seen her in 8 weeks anyway :P. Taking Art, i've learned that I have no good Artistic talent, and i'm just damn happy with that. :D Math and Spanish are fine as always. Finals tomorrow, yay...not, I have to take all 3 of my finals tomorrow, really blows but hey i'll have a free day Friday all day.

Lets see ah yes that thing called a social life, went out with this girl Nicole for like a month in November, I think after the first week I pretty much could tell it wasn't gonna last too much longer, but hey I gave it a shot, why we broke up, well I didn't even want to be around her much less with her, she was reeeeally annoying, and my patience only last...well for about forever but hey don't hate! And I really hate when you wanna be single...but then at the same time you wanna be with someone. Dilemmas' suck.

Well I can probably say without much doubt I won't update for a while again, so i'll just pretty much say what i'll do till the next time I do update. Baseball, if you don't know, i'm a baseball player. I know you wouldn't think that huh. Tryouts in January for that, his wife was my Spanish teacher, i'm so in! ;)
Well actually i'm leaning towards weight lifting, since well, I could probably really fucking buff if I lifted weights like they do at school, but I like the little um, what you call it, bowflex thinga majig, i have at home.

Well probably isn't too suprising, see i'm still the same me, I rarely come up with long and heart drooling tales...yeah I know someone is laughing at how idiotic this is. Well have a happy Crimbo to all who celebrate it, and a happy Hannuka, Kwanza and anything else I missed. And have a happy new year everyone.

~Duckie, out.~

Alright this sorta freaked me out..I haven't seen my sister in atleast 7 years..and well on myspace she added me and i'm sort of wondering how she found me..kinda awkward really..her and my dad have a bad relationship..

Anyway day off was fine, did chores when I got home just ate lunch and did chores all day. Was rainy and we have school tomorrow, wahoo.

Well i'm out.

Oki doki, Pat, Matt and me went to the sucky ass theatre in this here town and saw Doom, featuring the Rock! :D

It was alright,had really nothing to do with the game, few things here and there. It was bloody!

We have no school tomorrow 'cause of Wilma, make up day before Winter vacation for us. So i'm spendin' the nite at Pats. And uh, yeah that's about it.

<3 to all.

I don't think i'm really gonna throw this away yet..i'll try and update more i guess.

School has been fine and all that other crap not worth mentioning. Cept getting report cards yesterday, got mine today instead, everything is fine except Chemistry, C may not be so bad I guess, I had an F at one point actually...anyway

This weekend, HOPEFULLY, Senor. Newlin gives me a ring a ding today and we can go to the movies. I think we're either seeing Saw 2 or Doom, possibly both but I doubt I have the money for that. *Cheers for leeching off of parents* *^^*

Then probably hang out for the west of the weekend at someone's house other than my own.

So yeah i'm feeling fine for the time being,having long hair itches though..I don't see how you girls take. :P

I think I might as well throw my livejournal away. I haven't updated in over a month and to be honest I don't really ever plan to unless someone gets on my case. Plus i'm spending a hella more time on myspace than this.

I swear...I think I detest going to school but then I sorta love it when i'm in it and it goes by so fast..such strangeness..

Anyway, haven't updated in a while..Last weekend at Pats..so we find his mom glasses in his dad's backseat of the car..and the rest went something like this.

Pat:Why were your glasses in the back seat?
Pat's mom: I was making out with a midget
*I begin to bang my head on Pat's shoulder*
And me and Pat run off screaming >.>

That's like half of it but I can't remember the rest... >_>

We got some new bus driver..he's like 15 minutes late..wtf wanna beat his ass

I keep hearing a hurricane is gonna hit us and there'll be no school Friday...as cool as that sounds unless I don't loss power that's gonna be boring..but Pat and me are preparing and I know we have a generator for the fridge and what not, maybe even a tv.. :P

The bus ride home was so awesome..both Jason and Gamba were on..that like hasn't happened in forever..and we made good use of it too.. ;)

Gamba and me raped Ralph, heh I love that kid..oh yeah I showed my dumbness today..walking home Ralph told me he went skim boarding and I ask him with that and he blurts out a skim board ya dumb fuck hahahaha that ass, I threatened to deck him though..or just rape him again..sounds so much funner.. >)

So yeah there you go.

Okay quick little update.

Coming home I didn't expect anything. I come to find out my mom brought 2 german shepards. Now as I am happy for this news, I was also a little sad. That meant I couldn't drive up to PN to visit sarah-ha. However, my dad said he'd be happy to send me up there for a few days, depending on her parents. I sort of come to realize how much my dad cares about how happy I am...Heh so yeah.

Aloha