Meh Journal of random... and DUCKS!

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 03:59:59 GMT

Oh, AND I HAVE NOT TURNED EMO!

That is all. O>o

wow

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 03:55:44 GMT

Haha like wow, what the heck is this place?

So um...wow what do I say? Hi again! hehehe

Well, just a few things i'd like to share with whoever still reads this.

I don't get why parents put their children through shit. One says he won't get a divorce because it'll hurt me but he refuses to let up on her, and push her to the limit. I'm left with two roads, one that i'm hoping they get the inevitable over with and just get a fucking divorce. My dad hates my mom and it's as clear as day. The other one, I don't do anything continue to let the arguing commence and let my dad tear the whole family apart from the ground up, unintentionally to add to the irony..

He wants the dogs gone more then anything. But was the last five months a waste then? Did I come to love these dogs for nothing?

I'm so confused with myself right now, I know what I want in my life because I know it's missing but I don't know how to get it. I wish what I want to do wasn't so fucking hard for myself to do. Maybe i'm just afraid. Though it doesn't bother me now, if I don't act soon it'll catch up with me.

And though strangly enough, none of this is even directed at me yet I feel a bit hurt. What's a person to do? I think so trivial about my life for no reason and it doesn't get me anywhere other coming to realize i'm wasting my time, maybe it relieves to think I can ponder what I do.

...And I'll just stop there 'cause i'm just babbling now. I feel like I just wrote a rap lol.

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 02:17:27 GMT

Haha well hello there. Haven't updated since October. >>

Anyway,i'll give everyone a basic jist of what school and everything else has been like up until now. I know most of you won't read it but hey read it for your entertainment or if you're bored enough, lol.

Alright, school has been easy going really, I switched out of Chem a while ago 'cause my guidance counselor thought it would be better if I didn't finish Chem, aka I was failing horribly, :D. So just had study hall basically, cept i'm "bettering" my gpa. It pisses me off how your counselor can belittle you so often in 5 minutes. I haven't seen her in 8 weeks anyway :P. Taking Art, i've learned that I have no good Artistic talent, and i'm just damn happy with that. :D Math and Spanish are fine as always. Finals tomorrow, yay...not, I have to take all 3 of my finals tomorrow, really blows but hey i'll have a free day Friday all day.

Lets see ah yes that thing called a social life, went out with this girl Nicole for like a month in November, I think after the first week I pretty much could tell it wasn't gonna last too much longer, but hey I gave it a shot, why we broke up, well I didn't even want to be around her much less with her, she was reeeeally annoying, and my patience only last...well for about forever but hey don't hate! And I really hate when you wanna be single...but then at the same time you wanna be with someone. Dilemmas' suck.

Well I can probably say without much doubt I won't update for a while again, so i'll just pretty much say what i'll do till the next time I do update. Baseball, if you don't know, i'm a baseball player. I know you wouldn't think that huh. Tryouts in January for that, his wife was my Spanish teacher, i'm so in! ;)
Well actually i'm leaning towards weight lifting, since well, I could probably really fucking buff if I lifted weights like they do at school, but I like the little um, what you call it, bowflex thinga majig, i have at home.

Well probably isn't too suprising, see i'm still the same me, I rarely come up with long and heart drooling tales...yeah I know someone is laughing at how idiotic this is. Well have a happy Crimbo to all who celebrate it, and a happy Hannuka, Kwanza and anything else I missed. And have a happy new year everyone.

~Duckie, out.~

Wow..

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 02:00:57 GMT

Alright this sorta freaked me out..I haven't seen my sister in atleast 7 years..and well on myspace she added me and i'm sort of wondering how she found me..kinda awkward really..her and my dad have a bad relationship..

Anyway day off was fine, did chores when I got home just ate lunch and did chores all day. Was rainy and we have school tomorrow, wahoo.

Well i'm out.

Doom!

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 23:43:00 GMT

Oki doki, Pat, Matt and me went to the sucky ass theatre in this here town and saw Doom, featuring the Rock! :D

It was alright,had really nothing to do with the game, few things here and there. It was bloody!

We have no school tomorrow 'cause of Wilma, make up day before Winter vacation for us. So i'm spendin' the nite at Pats. And uh, yeah that's about it.

<3 to all.

So yeah..

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 21:40:33 GMT

I don't think i'm really gonna throw this away yet..i'll try and update more i guess.

School has been fine and all that other crap not worth mentioning. Cept getting report cards yesterday, got mine today instead, everything is fine except Chemistry, C may not be so bad I guess, I had an F at one point actually...anyway

This weekend, HOPEFULLY, Senor. Newlin gives me a ring a ding today and we can go to the movies. I think we're either seeing Saw 2 or Doom, possibly both but I doubt I have the money for that. *Cheers for leeching off of parents* *^^*

Then probably hang out for the west of the weekend at someone's house other than my own.

So yeah i'm feeling fine for the time being,having long hair itches though..I don't see how you girls take. :P

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 22:55:57 GMT

I think I might as well throw my livejournal away. I haven't updated in over a month and to be honest I don't really ever plan to unless someone gets on my case. Plus i'm spending a hella more time on myspace than this.

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 20:15:40 GMT

I swear...I think I detest going to school but then I sorta love it when i'm in it and it goes by so fast..such strangeness..

Anyway, haven't updated in a while..Last weekend at Pats..so we find his mom glasses in his dad's backseat of the car..and the rest went something like this.

Pat:Why were your glasses in the back seat?
Pat's mom: I was making out with a midget
*I begin to bang my head on Pat's shoulder*
And me and Pat run off screaming >.>

That's like half of it but I can't remember the rest... >_>

We got some new bus driver..he's like 15 minutes late..wtf wanna beat his ass

I keep hearing a hurricane is gonna hit us and there'll be no school Friday...as cool as that sounds unless I don't loss power that's gonna be boring..but Pat and me are preparing and I know we have a generator for the fridge and what not, maybe even a tv.. :P

The bus ride home was so awesome..both Jason and Gamba were on..that like hasn't happened in forever..and we made good use of it too.. ;)

Gamba and me raped Ralph, heh I love that kid..oh yeah I showed my dumbness today..walking home Ralph told me he went skim boarding and I ask him with that and he blurts out a skim board ya dumb fuck hahahaha that ass, I threatened to deck him though..or just rape him again..sounds so much funner.. >)

So yeah there you go.

Oh...boy

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 21:49:39 GMT

Okay quick little update.

Coming home I didn't expect anything. I come to find out my mom brought 2 german shepards. Now as I am happy for this news, I was also a little sad. That meant I couldn't drive up to PN to visit sarah-ha. However, my dad said he'd be happy to send me up there for a few days, depending on her parents. I sort of come to realize how much my dad cares about how happy I am...Heh so yeah.

Aloha

Sunday..yay

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 18:16:10 GMT

Well since Wednesday nothing too much happened. Went clothes shopping yesterday with my dad at the cheap bells. *rolls eyes* So didn't get any big brand name shirts but will next weekend. I'm starting to wonder when my dad plans on moving the new stove in. He knows i'll help and shit...might have somethin to do with my mom though. One of Pat's brother's friends, Chance or something, broke Pats Ps2, though Sean claims pat did it.

Been here pretty much the whole weekend besides going home and coming back on Saturday. Still have Chemistry homework to do. Summerslam is on tonight, not that anyone really cares >.>

Haven't heard anything about those German shepards in Pennsylvania : / That's my only way of seein Sarah-ha, and I hope we hear something soon..

Well i'm out so aloha.

Yeeeeah

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 04:27:07 GMT

Alright haven't updated in a while..

Well school started obviously, Chem 1 1st, Art 2nd, Le Algebra 2 3rd, le Spanish 3 forth. Well on that..Chem 1 teach is the same Biology teach from last year, Mrs. Brady, still a crazy old woman, but she's cool. Ms. Crawford..reminds me of Theodre Long..if you don't know who that is don't worry about it. Mr. Mccoppin for Alg 2, I think he started a wee bit oblivious at first but he caught on..he sent like 4 people out today. And then Mrs. Sims, baseball coaches wife, o.o, for espanol tres.

Well that's school, uh..today fell asleep in the shower for like 5 minutes, yeah haven't gotten more then 5 hours of sleep since saturday. Oh well. My third period is has a bunch of wiggers in it >> nothing against them but I find it awkward...ooooooh well. Btw, Chem 1 is fucking killer for Hw..forewarning.

Well in the aftermath, my friend Allen got in a car accident, like it's the last thing he needs. He's fine, just nerves are shakin up, mom doesn't know yet. Yeah Allen..eh..things havent' been looking up for him. Uh ran of course and tried out the new machine we got for lifting weights, haven't used it much..I miss my old one..but i'll get used to this one. Some guy came while i was doing that and I came in a sweaty mess >>;

Um..well beat Devil may cry, if you're looking for a gorey game, with easy controls and cool weapons..it's simple enough..

Dad has been sick a lot these past few weeks. Figures i went to pats when he had a cold and i came out fine..though my dad has an infection..my mom is starting to tick me off..she's doing jackshit around the house..well we're going to this WWE Raw house show for those who don't know..which is about all of you.

Well, there's my update till who knows when, aloha.

Woosh

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 22:06:28 GMT

Well yesterday, was just one heck of a day. Both..slightly bad and good. For starters I didn't end up going to bed un 3:30 am and had to wake up at 6 am. So left at about 7ish. Ride there was fine more or less. Once we got into ocala we weren't sure if we went the right way, turns out it didn't matter either way and we went the shortest way. Well we stopped at a gas station with a bunch dot heads running, no offense..though i don't think I know anyone like that. Well eventually after much loseness we ran into Gary or Mr. Clean as I know him now :P. And i've learned to take down a damn phone number..anyway was a wee bit nervous to see sarah-ha but yeah it was all good. Went out back, fed the Goat, she loves the 'baa'. Her aunt's name was Marge, really nice woman and there was Iva, marges mother, reminds me of my own great grandmother, except iva's alive and can talk. Pretty good for a woman of 91. Well went with Sarah-ha and them to the church.

Wasnt' sure what to expect really..but a guy who looks around 50 wearing a f'in emo belt was about the last thing on my mind..>>. His name is Roy and I liked him, funny guy too. Marge thinks i look like Saliminio..or something..before our time obviously. Well just sorta met everyone there, Bill, ms. ruth, a lot of others. Well we eventually got to roll pennys..and my stupid ass couldn't count to 50 pennys correctly >>, and I think math can be fun..shows what i know. Well, after being called pretty, Dan came in. Didn't think much of him at first, quite honestly I still don't. So then we ate outside, Dan's brother Derek was flingin beans, kid's sorta crazy but he was cool. After that we went to the music room..or whatever and hung out there for a while. Dan played his guitar and Sarah-ha sat to me. (8D) We held hands for a while too, i held her..just things I wish we had more time to do. We wrestled around for a while, I think Dan's too skinny to take me on in a wrestling match, I sure as hell have more muscle then that tooth pick. And then the little brother Dillon was just a hyper little kid..liked picking him up though..>> and he liked jumping on me.

So yeah, Mr. Clean came in and told us to get out. Well everyone started going, including us. D8, I had no intentions of going home that soon..but shit happens. I hugged and then kissed sarah-ha, 8D, which was etched in my mind for about the next 2 hours..and still is >>. I could tell she was sad, as was I, we didn't wanna let eachother go. My mom more or less tried everything to get me in a better mood, said I could use her cellphone anytime i wanted to call sarah-ha now. Well got home about some odd hours later, I was pretty much going crazy and decided to take a nap for about 2 hours..my dad said if we went up to PA we could visit Sarah-ha, but it sorta depends on her parents.

All and all though, I think yesterday was about the best day of my life. I didn't think I could enjoy such a time so much, even though it was so short. Whether or not I'll see her again before she leaves is pretty fucking slim..I only see one day to visit her this week..and my dad is looking better..but I don't know..she said she'd call me today so guess i'll tell her it then.

Weee

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 03:00:50 GMT

Okay, random update, *coughbeingforcedcough*

*ahem*

Well the news of Ralph leaving sucks ass but if he wants to then i'll be behind him through it. Um..as of today I spent it mostly at pats. His dad cracked on my side burns so..fuckin yay!! i'm being cracked on by celeberty.

Um..in other news..might go to disney next week..not sure..but until next time i'm out. Aloha.

Weee update

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 02:04:49 GMT

Well anyway, Alyssa made me a new lay out. I like it..don't you guys agree :P

Okay, not that much to update on but yeah. talked to Billy friday, it's pretty much the only time we actually talked the whole summer. We wanted to hang out but just never did. talked to David after about 3 weeks, yeah he's fine, doing his wiger basketball thinger.

Yeah, today though, woke up around noon, didn't talk to sarah-ha at all saturday but are now. Pat and me went to eb games, got him a DS so yay. Dad sorta pissed me off Friday, the freezer in the garage was open all night and he immediately blames it on me. I mean wtf..he doesn't think he could of done it..fuckin a the guy thinks he's perfect.

Well want to get the harry potter book tomorrow. So what if i've had the whole thing basically spoiled (coughCorycough) for me..still haven't read it though! :P

Well have like a little over 2 weeks till school..well atleast i'll everyone again..

Well aloha everyone.

Suurvey

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 03:51:55 GMT

Name:	Duckie or Daniel Blake Martin
Birthdate:	April 17th, 1989
Birthplace:	Silver Springs, Maryland
Current Location:	Palm Coast, Florida
Eye Color:	Brown
Hair Color:	Dark brown/black
Height:	5'6"
Weight:	147
Piercings:	None
Tatoos:	None
Boyfriend/Girlfriend:	Yesh!
Overused Phraze:	"Fuckin A" "Cheese" "poke"
*FAVORITES*
Food:	Pizza and cheese
Candy:	Reese's and Butterfingers
Number:	13
Color:	blue
Animal:	Tiger
Drink:	Water
Alcohol Drink:	I've had nothing other then miller lite
Bagel:	with butter and jelly
Letter:	S
Body Part on Opposite sex:	Hmm..butt i guess
*This or That*
Pepsi or Coke:	Pepsi
McDonalds or BurgerKing:	McDonalds
Strawberry or Watermelon:	Strawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea:	ice tea
Chocolate or Vanilla	Vanilla
Hot Chocolate or Coffee:	Hot chocolate
Kiss or Hug:	can't it be both?
Dog or Cat:	Dog
Rap or Punk:	Punk
Summer or Winter:	Summer
Scary Movies or Funny Movies:	Funny movies
Love or Money:	Love, definetely
*YOUR...*
Bedtime:	Don't have one right now.
Most Missed Memory:	My brother David
Best phyiscal feature:	Eyes I guess..
First Thought Waking Up:	Sarah-ha, what time is it.
Goal for this year:	Better grades and to get into better shape
Best Friends:	Sarah-ha, Ralph, David, Kevin, Pat, Nelson
Weakness:	I'm too nice.
Fears:	Don't know.. maybe a failure at a few things.
Heritage:	Irish, Italian, German, Russian
Longest relationship:	Stacy
*HAVE YOU...*
Ever Drank:	Oh yeah.
Ever Smoked:	Once.
Pot:	No
Ever been Drunk:	Yes
Ever been beaten up:	No
Ever beaten someone up:	Yes
Ever Shoplifted:	Nope
Ever Skinny Dipped:	Not yet :P
Ever Kissed Opposite sex:	yeah
Been Dumped Lately:	nope
*IN A GUY/GIRL*
Favorite Eye Color:	Hazel green or light blue
Favorite Hair Color:	Black/ dark brown
Short or Long:	Long
Height:	shorter then me but not that much
Style:	Can't be an asshole. Or take advantage of people.
Looks or Personality:	Personality
Hot or Cute	Mine's hot now.. but she doesn't believe
Drugs and Alcohol:	..neither i guess..
Muscular or Really Skinny:	..if I had to choose, really skinny i guess
*RANDOMS*
Number of Regrets in the Past:	Too many to recall and not enough i'd want to.
What country do you want to Visit:	Ireland or Japan
How do you want to Die:	However nature intends it.
Been to the Mall Lately:	Not lately, need to though.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Yup
Get along with your Parents:	For the most part yeah.
Health Freak:	Not really, but I like to be healthy.
Do you think your Attractive:	I'm decent I guess.
Believe in Yourself:	Try to.
Want to go to College:	Yes.
Do you Smoke:	Not anymore
Do you Drink:	Yes
Shower Daily:	Yes, sometimes twice a day.
Been in Love:	Yup :P
Do you Sing:	I've been told i have a good scream..but not reguraly.
Want to get Married:	Yes
Do you want Children:	Yeah
Have your future kids names planned out:	sort of..
Age you wanna lose your Virginity:	Hell if I know
Hate anyone:	Not many but yeah.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

My milkshake..

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 02:29:43 GMT

Brings all the boys to the yard...fuckin a song..I blame Cory..anyway

Day was alright..I TRIED pulling an all nighter but I passed out at about 6:30 am watching Ocean's 11.so woke up around noon. I had a little talk with my dad. It was about love..to think i was eating chicken wings during this. He says i'm too young to be in love. That I don't know the difference between infatuation and the real deal, I say screw his drunk ass :D

Well now its about 10:30 pm and i'm at Pats. right now i'm talking to Courtney, Cory and Alyssa. Yar i say.

Well i'm out homies, aloha.

Happy 4th of July everybody

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 15:57:22 GMT

Well this weekend was nice, talked to sarah-ha for 2 hours on saturday :D

And we finally went to Daytona lagoon yesterday. The water park was nice..but small..oh well, we had fun. Annie counted the steps up this one ride we went on 4 times. 97 steps..yay! So anyway, we go inside to get something to eat. We get screwed out of our money but i'll mention that later. So we ordered some drinks and were waiting on the pizza. And this guy ask me if anyone ever told me I looked like Elvis....yeah..drunk..so yeah we get our pizza in a small box..it was 7 inch pizza for $9..god we got screwed..so we went to the arcade for a little bit, watched pat and annie play DDR for a few minutes. I went to this prize machine thinger where you could win an ipod for free..but I lost..so waaah..oh well.

So..i'm hungry now and gonna get something to eat.

Aloha.

woooooo

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 02:01:31 GMT

Well yeah i'm bored so why not. Haven't done all that much for the past few days. So figured i'd visit David, haven't seen that kid in like forever. It was cool, his little bro John was still annoying as hell. But all in all it was nice to hang around with him. Brandon came over today but i was on the computer half the time..so bite me..yeah..that kid never fuckin ever comes over..so nice change. Didn't talk to Sarah-ha at all today. its like 10 now and she hasn't called so she probably won't, but i'm hopin. Talk to Alyssa today a lot..she's goin through some changes...a few..not noticable..:P

Ralph is still with his mom..hope he gets through that okay..

Well yeah i'm like out peace homies

Sat, 18 Jun 2005 16:05:51 GMT

Meh not much to update on or is there

Spent night at Pats house with Dan and Annie. Had a whole bag of marshmallows :O. I know sarah-ha would love that. Kelly's feelin better so thats good. Sean, pats brother, was supposed to drive us to Daytona lagoon...buuuut yeah doesn't look like its gonna happen. Course that might be good since i didn't bring my trunks or any money and my dad would have bitched me out when I called him asking for some..I need a job..but then that would mean not having time to hang with my friends and see sarah-ha next month..;-;..so yeah that isn't gonna work out..Watched an ECW ppv last night...omfg that was awesome..heyman said the funniest fuckin thing i've heard in a while..hehe smokin a joint with RVD in the back..well there's the wrestling nerd =)

Oh and um..Alyssa is a crazy bitch..yeah I know she can read this but oh well >_>

So there all and all i'm feelin good and so yeah peace out

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 19:54:16 GMT

Okay, random update. Doing this so someone will stop calling me a lj abuser *coughsarah-hacough*

Anyways, summer has been fine thus far. Talkin to sarah-ha, Callie and Alyssa right now. My alarm system got fixed, so I can't sneak out or anything or the cops will come and get me..yeah i'm like so screwed. Well this new tv i got..I don't like it, its a nice tv but i'm on summmer break to get away from spanish not to fucking watch Family guy in spanish. All and all its a nice tv, doesn't fuck up. Going to some florida lagoon thursday or Friday with some friends, wish they'd say how much money I need. Then next week might go to wet n wild, long as my dad has some money, I need a job..nah..

So yeah well I am out dawgs

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 19:20:05 GMT

Yeah random update. Summer's bleh, nothing happening around here. Just be going to different friend's house or just stayin home and doin work. Yeah so much fun. If David calls me one more damn time..well..i'll leave that to you to figure out. All and all its decent, talk to sarah-ha everyday and whoever else.

Dad got bit by a snake yesterday, didn't have to go to the hospital though. Well whatever i'm out, peace.

Fri, 27 May 2005 03:17:08 GMT

Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedom!

Yeah schools out and damn does it feel good.
3rd period had a 100 question Spanish 2 exam. Muy dificil she says. And yeah took another exam in biology, yup, biology, fun, not. Anyway, had a pass to go home early so went to Pat's house. I don't get it. I go to school and i'm fine, I go to his house and i'm tired as fucking hell. Oh well its the summer so sleeping in isn't a damn problem =)

Well peace homies

Almost there!

Wed, 25 May 2005 01:25:53 GMT

2 half days left of school and then its summer time baby.

Well today was nice, 1st period went to computer lab, just played games, did jack shit in 2nd with sorrenson, wahoo! Had a fiesta in spanish2. Did I mention i hate mexican food? Nasty shit. Then Biology, teacher is in the hospital again and the sub made it seem like she's gonna die, which would suck.

So just did some runnin and liften weights when I got home, same old fun shit. Did I mention we get out in 2 days? : D

Well anyway i'm out.

PS- Sarah-ha, you can stop bitchin AGAIN. lol

Mon, 16 May 2005 02:31:06 GMT

well actually updating..now quit bitchin

Well schools been fine, grades are up and my dad isn't being a jackass....well I wouldn't say that but he's being less of one. Friday was weird as hell with the gang fight and all. Skipped 4th period though..don't know how i'm gonna explain that..oh well.

I think I have another exam in spanish 2 tomorrow..that bitch.

Stars episode 3 is thursday..think me and my friend billy are skippin to see that..unless anyone else like to give me a ride.

But ah overall things lately have been nice.

I need to update more..

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 01:48:00 GMT

Well I broke a girl's heart and I feel like a big asshole but thats life. Day went nice though, spent nights at friends house and shit..

Well School been's goin better. Not much to say there.

Well i'm out..